I’m writing all humans which are confused or anything like that. I’m human like you.
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I think I have a depression, I’m not sure with my sexuality, I feel lonely. I want to tell you that THIS is all-day torture, but I want you to know, if you live through something like that I believe you that you can do it. I’m trying every day, just still live. It’s getting harder sometimes but you can do it, I can do it.
How I said, I’m not sure with my own sexual orientation, maybe I’m bisexual, pansexual or fluid. Just questioning, I guess. But I don’t really need to know. I don’t have to know who I am. Importance is if I’m happy… Which I’m not. I don’t know what I feel, I’m lying to myself so I don’t know what’s true anymore, I’m hurting myself.. because I don’t know what else. But I believe I can do it. Better part is that I don’t want to unalive myself.
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It’s fine. I’m fine. And it’s going to be fine, have to be.