I say this because it was not the same as any other time in my life.

I got to admit it weren’t easy this time around. I’m growing up and I still feel the way I did and always have. Is this wrong? Hope I can make my world something meaningful this time around. The four on the floor had me by the guts and life was beaming in the neon lights. I danced, I drank, and partied hard. And now when I stopped, I realised this time there was a lot of work to do. I wasn’t the same person if you get me but I always was that guy.

Growing up isn’t easy. I have a lot of time to wonder how it all just came to this point of living and also the realisation of never giving up. Never give up on your dreams and what you believe in. This time around it’s different. This time it is about discover and reality. I’ve had to realise reality and how to cope and deal with love & life, death. It’s not easy to understand ourselves n’or is it easy to understand the world we live in.

This is a letter for hope and glory. Love and growing up the right way. This time will be rent I promise. This is my letter of hope. A light to share that even in your darkest moments there can be love. This time I’m doing it for me.

Love,