healing, recognition and appreciation.
to my past self. to the person i just was, two minutes ago, four months ago, one year ago. you are okay, you truely are. i know you’re hurting, confused, sad, alone, feel like crying, but its okay. please please please just remember to breathe queen. i love you, you should love you too. i know its hard, i know you’re filled with self doubt and find it hard to appreciate you. its okay. i know how you’re feeling and what you’re thinking, i am you, i completely understand and its okay. queen you are so beautiful and full of love. you don’t even notice how happy you make other people. so many people appreciate how genuine and kind you are. the giving side you uphold unknowingly draws your friends closer to you. i know at times it feels like you don’t have enough friends but stop and look who is there for you right now. the ones who through everything, even after getting caught up in their own lives are still 100% by your side. those people, those blessings are what you should recognise as the fuel to keep you going. life is so full and wholesome and you are at the beginning of the adventure. don’t waste your time worrying about the what ifs or the i don’t know if i’ll like its. the doubt is just a barrier one that will soon become invisible if you just breathe my girl. think about what you really want. think about the travel, adventure and self discovery you are yet to conquest. my girl you are so beautiful and full of life and love, you need to believe in yourself that you are okay and that you will be better. not for anyone but you. i’m telling you from your future self, you deserve to treat yourself, you are so so loved and you mean more than what you can think to others. its time to treat yourself, put in the effort you give towards others into yourself. its time for you to open up your horizons to the world that is sitting at your fingertips which you are yet to reach.
i love you, you are so beautiful, i hope one day you’ll appreciate yourself as much as i appreciate you x
love your fav, g.
